Philip Guay and Kyle Hebert
Ep. 03

Philip Guay and Kyle Hebert

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Philip talks with Kyle Hebert and they give their testimonies.

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- Greetings and welcome to the Here We Stand

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podcast,

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right here in our studios at Providence

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Baptist Church

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on Hooper Road in the God's Country Central,

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Louisiana,

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actually in our four year right here

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with our bookcase behind us.

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I have here with me today my fellow elder

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music leader,

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all around IT man show producer, Roger Dale

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Peters.

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And also I have with me here today

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my brother from another mother,

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but the same father in heaven,

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brother Kyle Abair.

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Kyle, it's great to have you here with us

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today

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on the Here We Stand podcast.

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Just to tell you a little bit about Kyle,

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he is a bivocational minister, such as myself.

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Kyle is the chaplain to the Livingston Parish

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Prison.

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Kyle also does the work release program at

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Dell Tech,

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out in Livingston Parish.

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Kyle also does prison ministry at Angola and

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Hunt,

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soon to be a DCI.

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Also, Kyle has now been called

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to be the associate pastor of evangelism

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at Salem Baptist Church.

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And boy, we're excited about that Kyle,

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to have you in the foxhole with us in that

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capacity,

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which is fantastic.

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But before we get to Kyle,

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I just wanna mention a few things, why a

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podcast?

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And I might've talked about this a little bit

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last time,

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but really, when you look at how many podcasts

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there are out there on the internet,

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and there are literally thousands,

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maybe tens of thousands of podcasts,

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what's important to us is that we can't have

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enough podcast,

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in our opinion, from a Christian worldview,

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from a biblical worldview perspective,

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from a sound doctrine perspective.

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And that's something that we're trying to

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accomplish

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to the glory of God as one of our goals for

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this podcast.

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And you can watch our podcast by way of video

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on Facebook and Twitter,

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and by audio on Spotify, on YouTube, and on

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Apple as well.

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Now, to tell you just a little bit about our

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conference,

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before we get going, the Here We Stand

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conference

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is gonna be October the 25th and 26th

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at First Baptist Church of Livingston.

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There's going to be a Friday night,

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the fellowship in between two sermons

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with a dessert fellowship.

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The sponsor churches that I'm gonna talk about

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in just a minute are gonna bring desserts.

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So you gotta eat supper before you get there.

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And then Saturday morning, 10.30 a.m., October

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the 26th,

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there's gonna be a lunch fellowship in between

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two sermons.

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And those finger foods will be bought

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by the sponsor eight churches.

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And while I'm mentioning that,

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I'd like to talk about our eight sponsored

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churches.

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There's Providence Baptist Church,

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pastored by myself, Phillip Gaye,

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Riverside Baptist Church, pastored by Larry

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Hubbard,

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Reformation Church, which is pastored by Rusty

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Reed.

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They're now meeting currently at Foster Road

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because of a fire.

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I'm gonna talk a little bit about that

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towards the end of the podcast.

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First Baptist Church of Livingston,

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pastored by Brian Gunter.

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First Baptist Church of Apollousis,

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that is pastored newly by Kirk Alexander.

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Salem Baptist Church,

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which is pastored by Chad Chauvin,

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where Kyle is fixing to begin his ministry

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as associate pastor of evangelism.

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Grace Covenant Baptist Church out of Monroe

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with brother Rusty Grant.

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And also Grace Bible Fellowship,

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pastored by Mark Lacour.

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All great sound doctrine churches.

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And while I'm at it,

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I wanna remind you about the distinctives that

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we have

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with, here we stand conference,

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because this is what binds us together doctrin

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ally.

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We don't agree on everything.

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We don't agree on secondary, third level

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issues,

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eschatology, different things like that.

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But what we do agree on these things is very

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important.

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We all hold to a very high view of the

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authority of scripture,

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the inerrancy of scripture,

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the infallibility of scripture.

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Also, we all hold to all five points

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of the doctrines of grace.

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We also all hold to all five solas of the Re

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formation.

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And as I said on our last podcast,

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when you do that doctrinally,

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that gives you a very sound,

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well-rounded, solid gospel understanding

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of the person and work of Jesus Christ.

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And inside of that,

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you talk about all the distinctives

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of the person and work of Jesus Christ

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in the gospel, the need for an absolute

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perfect righteousness

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and lifelong obedience to Christ

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in order to be right with God,

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which necessitates the imputation of Christ's

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righteousness

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by God to us.

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We are counted righteous, reckoned as

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righteous.

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And of course, salvation being by grace alone,

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through faith alone and Christ alone.

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And all of those strong doctoral distinctives

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that we have in the gospel,

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we're all around that orb.

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We also all hold to believers baptism.

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We're also all cessationist

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and all of us are verse by verse expository

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preachers.

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And so if you're looking for a sound church

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in any of these areas,

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whether it be in Livingston, in Monroe,

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in East Baton Rouge Parish,

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we invite you to come to any of our churches

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as we're all in this boat,

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rowing in the same direction together.

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And let me say a word about our speakers at

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our conference.

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We're gonna have Brian Gunter, Chad Chauvan.

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Dr. Joe Nesum is gonna be with us

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from First Baptist Jackson.

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I'm especially excited to have brother Joe

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come.

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He's so graciously accepted our invitation.

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He's been around a long time up there

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at First Baptist of Jackson.

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And we're very excited to have him.

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And also we have coming to us all the way

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from Christ's church in Lafayette,

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brother Brandon Neely.

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Now Kyle, let me tell you a little bit

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about how Brandon Neely got invited.

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Brandon Neely is a Presbyterian.

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And even though they don't hold to believers

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baptism,

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those guys hold to all the other distinctives

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that we have.

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And so what we wanted to do

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is include them in the preaching schedule.

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And how that came about is,

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I went to the Tactics Conference

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that they had at Christ's church last year.

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And I've known Brandon for a long time.

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And I first met Pastor Stuart Amidon,

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who is pastor of Christ's church Apollousis.

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And he led some Psalms at this conference

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that really got me fired up.

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Now they had beer and Psalms, Kyle,

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over there at this Tactics Conference.

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Now we're not gonna have beer and Psalms

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at the Baptist Conference,

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but we will have Stuart actually come with

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Brandon.

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And he's gonna help us to learn

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one of those Psalms that I sung with those

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guys over there,

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which is kind of like going to battle,

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get ready for war kind of Christian hymns

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from the Psalms that I was really fired up

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about singing.

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And so I asked Brother Stuart to come over

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and lead us in one of those.

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Acapella, by the way,

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which really, I mean, hear the voices, it's

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really great.

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But I wanna mention that Stuart

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is having his second conference of the Tactics

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.

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You can go to TacticsCon.com.

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This is gonna be January 24th and 25th.

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He's gonna have Toby Sumter from CrossPolitik.

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If you're familiar with that podcast,

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he's gonna have George Grant.

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And I may mess this name up, Urie Brito, or Br

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ito.

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I'm not sure how to say his name.

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He's gonna be there.

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They got some other speakers possibly planned

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as well.

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And you can also go to the TacticsCon podcast.

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And kind of what I'm trying to do, Kyle,

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is bridge the Eastern Front with the Western

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Front

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in sound doctrine churches

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and inviting those guys that agree

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with those distinctives with us to kind of get

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them in.

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They come over to our conference

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and hopefully some of our guys will be able to

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go over

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to their conference as we can share together

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because look, as we see right now in the world

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,

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what's coming?

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What's coming for the church?

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It's hard to get away from the thought

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of possible persecution of the church

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like we've never seen in America in our

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lifetime.

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And we need as many of us together,

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binded together by the word of God

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and these strong distinctives doctrinally

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that we have together as we go through

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whatever is coming up.

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Now, also, let me explain just for a moment

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about another goal with this podcast,

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which is we want to interview everybody

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that is a sponsor church pastor

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as well as a preacher that preaches

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at the Here We Stand conference.

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Now, I can't remember, Kyle, 'cause my memory

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's fading.

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Did you preach last year or year before?

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- It was year before.

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- Year before last you preached at our

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conference.

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So he is one of our alumni

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and he will be definitely preaching again.

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But as we were talking earlier,

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one of the reasons for giving these bios

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is my people here at Providence know me

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because I pastor the church.

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But when you come to a Here We Stand

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conference,

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you don't know the other pastors

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and the other preachers that are gonna be on

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the podium.

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And through this podcast,

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when you come to the conference to hear them

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preach,

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you get to know them a little better.

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And that's also one of the goals

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that we have for our podcast.

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Now, today, I'm gonna use this opportunity

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to give my bio and Kyle's gonna give his bio.

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And as we were talking earlier,

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who would have thought, Kyle?

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- It's a miracle.

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- That us two would be together on a Christian

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podcast.

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Kyle said earlier, maybe a podcast from Angola

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,

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but not a Christian podcast.

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And you're fixing to find out why in just a

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moment.

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One of the reasons why Kyle and I have a bond

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is what you're fixing to hear.

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I would venture to say, Kyle,

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that you and I, amongst all of our preacher

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friends,

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have the kind of testimonies

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that only you and I have.

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- It's only us.

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- It's just, we're-

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- Me and you.

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- Yeah, we are walking miracles that we're

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even alive.

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Much less preachers today and pastors.

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And so what I would like to do,

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and let me say this one thing before I go to

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you, Kyle,

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is this, when Kyle and I give our testimonies,

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we're not doing it to bring glory to us.

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We're not doing it to say,

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hey, look at what we did and now we've changed

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and we pulled ourselves up by our bootstraps.

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There's no bootstraps that we had to pull

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ourselves up by.

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I mean, everything about our testimony,

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all of the glory goes to God.

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All of the glory goes to Christ,

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who plucked us as brands from the fire.

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And what we hope though is that through our

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testimony,

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what will happen if anybody is out there

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struggling

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with drug addiction and the kind of life

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that Kyle and I had before we came to Christ,

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that we might be able to help you to see

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that there is hope for you in the gospel of

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Jesus Christ

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to overcome drug addiction, alcohol addiction,

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or whatever it is that you're addicted to.

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So Kyle, let's start out

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and you just kind of start from the beginning

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and give us your bio where you were born

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and take us through and then I'll take a turn

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and then we'll talk about some other things.

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- Well, I'm so grateful to be here

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and it's a privilege and an honor

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and just a sweet, sweet, sweet blessing

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to be here with you, Philip.

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And it's humbling in all glory to the Lord.

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You know, I'm born and raised.

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Y'all may be able to hear the accent.

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I'm not from Livingston, Paris.

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Blessed to be here, grateful to be here.

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Y'all gonna really see why in a minute.

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But I was born and raised in Chalmet,

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a little town south of New Orleans, about five

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miles.

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And I was born to a very moral family, not a

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Christian home.

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My dad was an engineer, a man's man.

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He taught me to be a man.

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He taught me various vocational skills.

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Mom, a school teacher, she was tough as nails

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but loved really hard, but they was not

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Christians.

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And I had a brother 10 years older than me.

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He was not close until later on.

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But my dad and I was super close.

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And you know, one Thanksgiving, 1970,

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my mother wanted the house remodeled.

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And my dad, being a good husband, listened to

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his wife.

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- Amen.

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- And he proceeded to remodel the kitchen,

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redoing the countertops and whatnot.

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And I always wanted to be close with him.

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Well, that remodeling time really turned

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into a destructive atmosphere.

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He left the pilot light on the gas stove

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and the glue that, the adhesive for the Form

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ica glue

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was highly flammable.

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And I'm five years old.

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I'm sitting there just enjoying my dad's

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company,

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my mother's outside with my little chihuahua.

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And thank God for that.

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My brother was sleeping at a friend's house.

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But air fume mixture with that flame did not

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work well.

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And the whole kitchen went off like an atomic

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bomb.

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And so that, that ordeal sent me to the

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hospital

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with third degree burns, three quarters of my

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body.

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And I had to have 46 major operations, a lot

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of scrubbing.

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My dad had to be in there about eight months.

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Mom had, you know, cause she came in

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and pulled me out the house while my dad ran

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outside,

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got the hose, came back in and put the house

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out.

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Well, let me tell you something that that

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created a,

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you know, I'm already born with a sin nature.

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We're going to talk about that.

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However, this, this ordeal caused me to be a

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very angry

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young man, five years old, going through all

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of this,

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you know, scrubbing and pain and,

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and medications and whatnot.

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And finally, when I would come out of the

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hospital,

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even worse now, I'm back in school.

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And, you know, kids can be cruel, you know, I

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'm burned up,

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I'm scarred, I'm disfigured, I'm healing,

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I can't be with the rest of the kids.

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I'm sitting in the classroom by myself

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where I'm not accessible to, you know, germs

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and whatnot.

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And that, that was for about eight, 10 months.

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And the kids would look in the window and gawk

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at me.

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And I used to always sit there.

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I'd get so angry.

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I can remember to this day, Philip,

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I would get so angry that I would actually

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smell blood.

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And I used to say to myself,

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now this is a five, six year old kid say,

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when I get out this room, the next time

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one of these kids look at me,

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I'm going to punch them in the face

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and I'm gonna make them where they either look

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like me

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or they'll never talk and say anything to me.

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And, you know what, guess what?

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That just happened.

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That's exactly what happened when I got out

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the room.

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So I'm fighting, you know, every day

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and my mother being a school teacher.

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And of course I'm at CF Raleigh School in Chal

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mette.

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You know, all these teachers are close with

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one another.

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Their answer, play sports.

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But what I really needed was a savior.

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What I really needed was the Bible,

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but that was nowhere around in my family

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or my father didn't understand

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about being a prophet, priest and king of his

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household.

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I mean, he was dead in his trespasses, just

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like I was.

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So sports was it.

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And guess what?

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It did work for a while because--

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- Some of that aggression.

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- The aggression.

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I could hit people without getting in trouble,

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legally.

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Something I didn't realize or even cared about

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.

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I just wanted to, you know, play the game and

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hit people.

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But it also caused me to, I had to make the

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grade.

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So in their mind, it was a win-win.

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So, and I did.

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- It is a benefit of football.

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- It was a great benefit, but, you know, the

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gospel.

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So, but during that period,

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it was about football and making the grade.

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And I would do that all the way through high

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school.

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And my dad, I can never remember a time

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my dad not being at a football game, at a

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practice.

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And, you know, just being there.

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Really being the, you know, a father to me

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in the sense of, in the king role,

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taking care of, you know, his family

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and providing, being the provider.

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And so-- - Hard worker.

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- Hard worker taught me a lot of vocational

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skills.

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That would benefit me later.

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But, you know, I get to Chalmet and, you know,

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I want to break in, you know,

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the majority of the Russian records.

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- Amazing.

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- Running back.

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- You running back.

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I had a couple of thousand year old seasons.

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- And they retired you, Jersey?

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- They did, as a matter of fact,

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we just recently took it out of retirement

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'cause I don't want anything pointing to me.

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Like you said in the beginning, this is not

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about Kyle.

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Anytime we start with me,

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it becomes a man-centered theology.

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And this is about Jesus Christ.

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This is God the Father through God the Son

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and the Holy Spirit.

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And this is about him and his sovereignty

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'cause he worked all this together for his--

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- So you gave the Jersey back.

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- Recently, 'cause I went down and spoke to my

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high school.

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You know, I was able to go back and, you know,

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it was a time of, you know, being now

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a minister of reconciliation, you know,

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with Sheriff Jim Bo Poman, you know,

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he invited me down there with one of my mente

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es

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from Angola when Joseph Landix, he's out now.

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We both got, he's living down there,

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but we both got to go speak at the school.

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And I stood before my peers and was able to,

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you know,

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I had the DA on one side

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and I had the sheriff on the other side

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and we cleared, you know, we cleared

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everything up.

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- The air got clear.

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- The air got brilliant, yeah.

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So yeah, you know, the turning point, you know

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,

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I was, you know, carrying a 4.0 grade point

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average,

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UL was looking at me and everything.

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And I was gonna go to UL, you know,

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and I wanted to go to UL for forestry

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and it's amazing how, you know,

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the sovereignty of God worked and all of that.

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But I wasn't big enough to play at LSU

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and I didn't wanna ride the bench.

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So I was gonna go to a smaller school.

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So UL was perfect for me.

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But I lost my dad my senior year.

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The last game of the season, 1983

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and my world flipped upside down 'cause he was

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my idol.

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I didn't understand, I didn't even know God,

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wasn't looking for God, didn't care about God,

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didn't understand him.

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I was blind, I was dead in my trespasses.

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I wasn't just dead, I was stinking dead.

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Couldn't not see, couldn't not hear anything

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spiritually.

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So instead of seeking the word

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because I didn't even know what the word was,

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I saw everything in this world.

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That's where I started drinking and drugging

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in my life into a downward spiral.

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My poor mom, she could not handle me.

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And so I started, you know, running with the

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wolves per se,

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riding with motorcycle gangs and fighting

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and, you know, just being in the world,

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womanizing, drinking and drugging.

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And between 1983, Phillip, and 1999,

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I would accumulate 98 arrests.

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And five felony convictions.

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The last one in 1999, August 19th, 1999,

19:31

I would commit an attempt first degree murder

19:36

charge

19:37

on my family.

19:39

It started at layman's bar in Chalmet

19:42

and I brought the fight home.

19:44

And I pled guilty to that.

19:46

And, you know, my life, you know, was--

19:48

- So you were sentenced right then?

19:49

- Oh yeah, 'cause I had pled guilty.

19:51

But, you know, prior to that last conviction,

19:56

I'm gonna tell you, people were coming to me

19:59

and begging me, hey man, you know,

20:01

you really need to get involved in AA and NA.

20:05

Look, I didn't wanna hear, you know, 98

20:06

arrests

20:07

and five felony convictions.

20:08

I don't wanna hear nothing about no AA or NA.

20:11

Only thing I knew was the DA.

20:13

- Quite well.

20:15

- Quite, you know, he got tired of me, you

20:17

know?

20:18

So the 40 years was offered.

20:20

And what happened was that night of arrest on

20:24

all,

20:24

death was definitely arrested.

20:26

'Cause I went from fighting the police to

20:29

being arrested

20:30

and putting a backseat of a police car at

20:32

peace.

20:33

- At that final arrest?

20:36

- At that final arrest.

20:39

The Lord grabbed the hold of my heart.

20:40

And now, and not only did he grab my heart,

20:43

removing the heart of stone replacement

20:44

with a heart of flesh and giving me his holy

20:46

spirit,

20:46

I now had a desire to seek him through his

20:49

word.

20:50

- Everything changed.

20:51

- Everything changed.

20:51

I've never walked an aisle.

20:53

I wasn't looking for God.

20:55

Didn't know God.

20:56

- He was haunting you, though.

20:57

- Was he haunting me?

20:58

In his sovereignty, and me and Sheriff Pullman

21:02

just spoke about this.

21:03

I mean, that night, and he would,

21:04

this is what he just told me and I never

21:06

thought about this.

21:07

He said, Kyle, do you realize why I showed up

21:10

at all your arrests?

21:11

'Cause he was there.

21:12

We were close, me and Sheriff Pullman.

21:13

He played football for Promised Land

21:15

and I went to Chalamet.

21:16

I almost went to Promised Land.

21:18

They were trying to get me down there to play.

21:20

But I went to Chalamet 'cause I wanted to play

21:22

at a higher level, 11-quad-a-football.

21:26

And really, the colleges were looking at us

21:28

and it was all for self.

21:29

But he said, Kyle, the reason I showed up

21:33

was to make sure that nobody killed you.

21:36

So the Lord was using Sheriff Pullman

21:39

and such a man, even to this day.

21:41

- And you didn't even know that at some time?

21:42

- No, no, and he just told us--

21:44

- You were looking at him as the enemy.

21:45

- I did, but he was a friend.

21:47

I'm gonna tell you, I love Jimbo and Sheriff

21:50

Pullman,

21:51

but I'm close with him and he was that,

21:54

he's the boss, he runs the parish but very

21:57

humble.

21:57

Loves Jesus to have a Christian--

22:00

- We need a lot more of them in the Sheriff's

22:02

Club.

22:02

- And we do and I'm grateful for Jimbo

22:05

and we just had that talk.

22:07

But yeah, I'm grateful for him.

22:10

So I wound up with the 40 years deservingly

22:14

and lo and behold, eight months in the parish

22:17

jail

22:17

and then I went to hunt for two weeks.

22:20

It was maybe eight, 10 days.

22:22

And having a 40 year sentence

22:25

would not have necessarily sent me to Angola

22:29

because we know Angola is theoretically a lif

22:33

er's camp.

22:34

But lo and behold, in God's sovereignty,

22:38

he would put me on a precious journey

22:41

to the Louisiana State Penitentiary.

22:43

And as you enter the front gates,

22:44

anyone who's ever been to the Louisiana State

22:47

Penitentiary,

22:48

when you go right through the guard shack,

22:50

right in the front, those gates,

22:51

you look at about, I don't know, maybe one,

22:54

two o'clock,

22:55

you look that way and as a sign,

22:56

it says the land of new beginnings.

22:58

And Angola would become most certainly

23:01

the land of new beginnings.

23:02

- That is amazing.

23:03

- Yeah, to lo and behold, my heart death was

23:05

arrested

23:05

on August 19, 1999, not Kyle.

23:08

And so, and when I landed in the parish jail,

23:12

I now had eyes that were opened to the people

23:15

who were bringing me the Bible,

23:16

who wanted to teach me the word,

23:17

who were loving on me, praying for me.

23:19

Whereas before I was blinded to all of that,

23:22

I was blinded to sin in my trust.

23:24

- You didn't want to listen to it.

23:25

- No, I couldn't hear it.

23:27

But the Lord grabbed the hold of me

23:29

and set me on a trajectory

23:31

through the Louisiana State Penitentiary,

23:32

which will become the land of new beginnings.

23:34

And all those trades and all those vocational

23:37

skills

23:37

that my dad taught me would come to use

23:40

immediately

23:41

because straight off the bus,

23:42

Warden Brocane and Warden Darryl Vanoy needed,

23:46

they came to me and they was both in need of a

23:51

,

23:51

an air condition duck work mechanic.

23:55

One that could bend metal.

23:56

- So you go straight to trustee.

23:58

- I went straight to trustee.

23:59

- Tell us how unusual that is.

24:00

- It is very unusual.

24:02

It's a miracle.

24:03

There's another miracle.

24:03

God's sovereignty turned in the heart of the

24:05

king,

24:05

whichever way, like rivers of water.

24:07

It takes 10 years.

24:09

10 years.

24:10

- And you go straight in.

24:11

- I go straight in.

24:12

I get my trustee status.

24:13

And Warden Cain told me, and Warden Vanoy,

24:16

Warden Vanoy really became like a father to me

24:18

.

24:18

You know, I was close with Warden Cain too.

24:22

And, you know, the man gave me,

24:24

you know, where I'm here today

24:26

because that man utilized, you know,

24:30

his faith in that prison.

24:32

And his, the main gist of his message was this

24:36

,

24:36

the prison is not for nine old men, but for

24:39

predators.

24:40

And he knew the difference immediately.

24:43

And so gave me a life, you know?

24:46

And so I got my trustee status and I went and

24:49

bent metal.

24:49

And he said, when you finish this job,

24:51

I'll put you anywhere you want.

24:53

So, you know, the main prison, you know,

24:55

everybody's telling me it's like Jerusalem,

24:57

you know,

24:57

that's where all the programs are.

24:58

And, you know, the church and everything.

25:00

The church, you know, he's putting in every

25:02

camp.

25:02

The building that is, the church was flour

25:04

ishing already.

25:05

But they had a Bible college there

25:06

in the Wallens Baptist Theological Seminary

25:09

that was in the main prison.

25:10

And I wound up being, my first year there,

25:13

I wound up being the maintenance man in the

25:14

Bible college.

25:16

So here I am, I'm listening and seeing all

25:18

these professors

25:18

coming in and these students are bouncing

25:21

theology

25:21

off the wall and I'm studying the word.

25:23

I'm going through experiencing God.

25:25

And meanwhile, I get a letter in the mail

25:27

and it's from a girl that I don't even know

25:29

who she is.

25:30

I see the name Melissa.

25:32

I said, man, who's Melissa?

25:33

Well, come to find out.

25:34

It was a girl that I had met while at spring

25:36

break

25:37

right before I cut her.

25:38

- Hello.

25:38

- Hello.

25:39

- Panama City.

25:40

- Was it?

25:42

Panama City.

25:43

- Been there, done that.

25:44

- Oh, fill up.

25:44

And it was a one night stand and got her

25:48

pregnant

25:49

and came home and got arrested August 19th.

25:51

Well, Melissa, you know, not a Christian.

25:55

This is, you know, you're going to hear God's

25:57

sovereignty

25:58

through this old story.

25:58

- I'm hearing it constantly right here.

26:00

- Touched her heart and she allowed me to be a

26:03

part

26:04

of our son's life.

26:06

And the only thing I knew unlike my dad

26:08

was to raise my son in the word.

26:10

And so I did just that.

26:12

- From prison.

26:13

- From prison.

26:14

And was provided by a friend of mine, another

26:18

inmate.

26:19

His sister provided the funds.

26:22

She wanted to be a part of what I was doing

26:25

in my son's life where I could make phone

26:27

calls

26:27

because it's expensive.

26:28

- Oh yeah.

26:29

- But the Lord took care of that.

26:31

- Made it happen.

26:32

Kim, you know, she poured into my life, my son

26:36

's life

26:37

and made a way where I could visit with him

26:40

where, and he lived in Florida, you know?

26:43

And of course, you know, writing letters,

26:46

stamps,

26:46

and then of course the telephone calls,

26:49

but we stayed in the word.

26:51

And in May of this year, I am blessed to say

26:56

that Matthew just graduated from Wheaton

27:00

College

27:00

in Wheaton, Illinois.

27:01

- Wow.

27:02

- So, you know, anyone out there listening to

27:05

this

27:05

and, you know, my son, you know, God's in

27:08

control.

27:09

My son told me recently, he said, you know,

27:12

dad, you was in my life more,

27:14

even though you wasn't in the, under the same

27:16

roof,

27:17

but you was in my life more than my friends

27:21

whose dad lived under the same roof.

27:23

- What a testimony.

27:24

- Yeah, and it's all through Jesus Christ, you

27:26

know?

27:26

So, yeah, you know, I landed an angle.

27:29

I'm raising my son to Bible college.

27:32

You know, my second year in Angola, Dr. John

27:36

Robson,

27:36

you know, we got real close.

27:38

He's the director and, you know, we still,

27:40

I text him every morning.

27:41

It's like you get your little script.

27:43

Yeah, he gets that too.

27:45

And Dr. John Robson pulled into my life

27:48

and he saw something in me that I didn't see

27:50

in myself.

27:51

And first thing he told me, you got to get

27:52

over yourself.

27:53

And, but I was invited, you know?

27:55

I didn't even, you know, I didn't see myself

27:58

on a Bible college, but the Lord invited me in

28:01

.

28:01

And so I would go through the seminary four

28:03

years,

28:04

get my BA, and then five years later,

28:07

I would get my master of divinity.

28:10

- Wow.

28:10

- And so it's been an amazing journey.

28:13

I was not supposed to come home till 2034.

28:16

- Right.

28:17

- Under Governor Edwards, a law was passed

28:19

and a sweet lady by the name of Natalie LeBord

28:23

,

28:23

who is number two in Department of Corrections

28:25

and loves the Lord.

28:27

We was all, you know, talking about this act

28:30

and getting parole eligibility, you know,

28:33

she really didn't think, you know, it was

28:35

gonna work.

28:36

And she's an attorney, you know?

28:38

And she's a smart attorney, but she loves,

28:41

she loves the offenders and she is pro-off

28:44

ender.

28:45

And she wants to see people do right.

28:47

And let me tell you, she became really a

28:49

sister to me.

28:50

I'm just gonna be honest.

28:51

You know, Miss Natalie is family.

28:55

And lo and behold, the Act 122 passed

28:59

and I was on the first parole board.

29:01

And that was in December of 2021.

29:05

And I made parole, Miss Natalie, you know, was

29:07

right there.

29:09

- So out of 40 years, 23. - I served 23.

29:13

- Right at 23.

29:14

And along with her brother, Thomas,

29:16

those two really, you know, stepped up

29:18

and helped me with the transition.

29:20

And once I, you know, I went to parole project

29:21

, you know,

29:22

that's Andrew Huntley and Kerry Myers,

29:24

two blessed brothers of mine that, you know,

29:27

I was able to stay there while I was getting

29:29

my knees done.

29:30

But let me tell you, eight churches that you

29:32

mentioned,

29:32

each one of them poured into my life

29:36

for me to have a successful transition.

29:39

And of course, you know, Larry Hubbard's

29:41

church,

29:41

you know, Riverside was already in Angola.

29:44

So that's where the doctrines of grace was

29:46

introduced to me.

29:47

You know, we are, we're studying Dietrich Bon

29:49

hoeffer,

29:50

you know, Jonathan Edwards.

29:51

- Yeah, I'm sure Larry was telling you

29:53

about Jonathan Edwards.

29:55

- Oh, I already knew about the five souls of

29:56

16,

29:57

you know, the 16, and non-confession.

30:01

- Right, you getting drilled on that, huh?

30:03

- You know, I just laugh because of joy, you

30:05

know?

30:06

- Yeah, absolutely.

30:07

- And then here we stand.

30:08

- Yeah, yeah, yeah.

30:09

- So yeah, and so I'm home and now, you know,

30:13

Sheriff Art, you know, comes in and Mark

30:17

Carroll,

30:17

and now it's, it used to be Warden Ben Ballard

30:21

,

30:21

now it's Chief Ben Ballard, you know?

30:23

Oh man, I love these guys.

30:25

They all invited me aboard

30:27

at the Livingston Powers Detention Center,

30:29

and, you know, wanted me to do the re-entry

30:31

program.

30:32

So we built, you know,

30:33

through Brother Mark Carroll, the FAIR program

30:36

,

30:36

you know, it's family approach to inmate re-

30:38

entry,

30:39

you know, and rehabilitation.

30:41

And so, you know, that's, I'm in my second

30:44

year with that.

30:45

We've had, those who have been,

30:50

went through the entire 16 weeks, that is, and

30:52

graduated.

30:53

We've had zero, zero percent recidivism.

30:57

- Wow. - Nobody's came back.

30:59

- Wow.

30:59

You're catching these guys before they get

31:02

to the point-- - Absolutely.

31:04

- To the bigger prisons.

31:05

- Absolutely, and we are addressing the faith

31:09

base,

31:10

we are addressing social skills,

31:12

and then, of course, the addictions, you know,

31:15

which we're gonna talk about,

31:17

and which it's not a disease, it's sin,

31:22

and there's only one cure of that, Jesus.

31:25

- Amen, that's right.

31:26

That's the only thing that works.

31:27

Now, I would be remiss, though,

31:29

if I didn't ask you about this,

31:31

because in the '90s, we had a reformed res

31:35

urgence,

31:36

and the internet played a large role in that.

31:41

And the big three pastors that had worldwide

31:46

ministries

31:46

that played a large role in that reformed res

31:50

urgence

31:50

as the internet was coming of age were John Mc

31:53

Arthur,

31:54

R.C. Sproul, and John Piper.

31:56

Now, tell me a little bit about your

31:59

interaction,

32:01

because sometimes when I see Kyle,

32:02

I don't know whether to shake his hand or ask

32:04

his autograph.

32:05

This man's been on 60 minutes,

32:07

but you had some, quite a bit of interaction

32:10

with these three men.

32:11

- I did, Phillip, you know, to this day.

32:15

I'm very close with Dr. McArthur.

32:18

I do FaceTime with Dr. John Piper.

32:22

They came to Angola, Warden Cain, you know,

32:25

invited them,

32:25

and I was a part of the Angolite,

32:27

which is the prison magazine.

32:29

And so I would get to cover these events,

32:31

but it became more personal

32:32

when Dr. McArthur heard me speak.

32:37

He's like, "Man, you've reformed."

32:39

And he, right away, I'm like, you know, I told

32:42

Larry,

32:42

"Well, man, McArthur told you, you're reformed

32:44

.

32:44

"You're reformed, man." (laughing)

32:46

So, yeah, personal, you know, I got to spend

32:48

time.

32:48

Matter of fact, I brought Larry and his crew

32:51

to have a personal time with an all glory to

32:55

the Lord.

32:56

I'm nothing.

32:56

It was just, it was the Lord connecting the

32:59

dots.

33:00

And then, you know, today, desiring God,

33:02

you know, pours into my ministry.

33:04

And, you know, Scott Anderson, you know, was

33:08

the CEO.

33:09

He's now moved on to heritage books now.

33:12

But Dr. Piper, you know, was there with all

33:17

his books

33:17

that he wrote and was sending them to my son,

33:22

you know.

33:22

So my son got a taste of desiring God, you

33:25

know,

33:26

and his teachings, and then R.C. Sproul.

33:29

We had both of them, the father and the son at

33:32

Angola.

33:33

So I got to meet both of them.

33:35

Now, of course, you know, I've got Mike DeWalt

33:38

,

33:38

who is the CEO of Ligonier, and Ligonier.

33:42

And he pours into my ministry was the Lord's.

33:46

It's not mine, you know, I'm not even gonna

33:48

use that word.

33:49

And so we get to do, you know, the granddaddy

33:51

of them all,

33:52

you know, the holiness of God.

33:55

And then, you know, and there's so many

33:58

teachings,

33:59

but he has opened, you know, his heart to give

34:02

me

34:02

whatever teachings that I'm the assurance of

34:05

salvation.

34:05

And these are things my guys in Livingston,

34:07

they go through and watch the DVDs and I got

34:10

the books.

34:11

And so they get the, you know, they get fed of

34:16

truth.

34:16

Doctrally sound truth, biblical truth.

34:21

And it's about, the only thing can change

34:22

is Jesus Christ's word, and it's the power.

34:26

The power's in this word.

34:27

We don't have to lower the bar.

34:29

I'll just give him the word.

34:30

- Exactly, and that's Romans 116.

34:33

For I'm not ashamed of the gospel.

34:34

For it, the gospel is the power of God and the

34:37

salvation.

34:38

And that's what changed you and I.

34:41

- Yes, sir.

34:42

- And so I want to give a little bit of my

34:44

testimony

34:44

because look, Kyle, now that was a gangster.

34:49

I was a wannabe gangster in my testimony.

34:54

But what we share in common is the culture

34:59

that we came out of before the Lord got ahold

35:02

of us.

35:03

I started out born and raised in North Baton

35:06

Rouge,

35:08

kind of the wrong side of the tracks here

35:09

in the Baton Rouge area right next to Howe

35:11

Park

35:11

for from fourth grade on the 12th grade.

35:14

My dad was a musician still to this day

35:17

is playing right here every Sunday

35:20

at Providence Baptist Church,

35:21

his bass, amazing bass player that he is.

35:24

And, but coming up, I went to Catholic school.

35:27

I was raised Roman Catholic, baptized,

35:29

confirmed the whole nine yards.

35:32

And as I got into those junior high years,

35:36

the same story you hear so often with so many

35:39

teenagers,

35:39

I wasn't fitting in, wasn't with the cool kids

35:43

and couldn't understand that.

35:45

You know, I thought I was pretty cool kid,

35:47

but it wasn't working.

35:49

But the neighborhood kids, man,

35:51

those are the guys that I grew up with

35:53

that I developed bonds with when we were

35:56

younger.

35:57

They have a big cement canal that runs through

36:00

Howe Park

36:00

and we would go through the tunnels in there

36:03

playing football every day, basketball, riding

36:06

bikes.

36:06

We would ride our bikes all the way

36:08

to downtown Baton Rouge, run around.

36:11

But at the age of 14, marijuana came into the

36:15

scene

36:15

and for all of us.

36:17

And, you know, that's the gateway drug, man.

36:21

And it really is a star smoking pot at 14.

36:25

And that progressed through junior high and

36:29

high school

36:29

into the time by the time I was in senior high

36:33

,

36:33

I was doing cocaine.

36:34

And really, just like you, living only for

36:39

self.

36:39

And people do drugs for a lot of different

36:42

reasons.

36:43

Some are trying to escape pain,

36:46

just get away from some kind of traumatic

36:49

event

36:49

they went through or different things.

36:51

But some people do drugs out of just pure

36:54

pleasure,

36:55

wanting pleasure, and that is a form of escap

36:58

ism as well.

36:59

But that was my deal.

37:00

I wanted to get high and party as much as

37:04

possible

37:05

every single day.

37:06

So that progressed for me to IV drug use,

37:11

which when you get to shoot and dope,

37:14

that is another level from just partying

37:17

and snorting coke and drinking and everything.

37:20

I was shooting dope, shooting,

37:23

they don't even have it anymore,

37:25

but they were called sets, tees and blues.

37:27

They were sold out of Edie Park.

37:29

And they used to steal the tall one in Benzed

37:31

rine

37:31

out of the charity hospital in New Orleans

37:35

and bring them up here to Baton Rouge.

37:36

And they would sell them on the street corner

37:38

for $10.

37:39

There was a yellow pill and a green pill

37:40

and you crush them, pills up, water them down,

37:43

heat them up a little bit,

37:44

pull the rig back to 99 CCs.

37:46

It was lime green in the rig.

37:49

And man, you shoot that and I always say,

37:52

when you got high on them sets,

37:53

it was kind of like a synthetic form of heroin

37:56

.

37:56

I mean, we would ride around in the cars

37:58

in the neighborhood doing like 10 miles an

38:00

hour.

38:00

A bullet could come through the window

38:01

and you'd be like, wow, man, look at that

38:03

bullet going by,

38:04

you know, that kind of thing.

38:05

He smoked weed on top of that, shooting coke,

38:08

LSD, ecstasy.

38:10

You and I talked about, we were in some

38:13

of the same clubs back in the day.

38:15

- In Lafayette.

38:16

- Yeah, in Lafayette and Bro Bridge at the

38:18

Kingfish,

38:19

which was a rave club, got into all of that.

38:23

- Ecstasy.

38:23

- Ecstasy, LSD, all of that stuff.

38:27

I amassed over the time period from 1986

38:32

to about 1992, six arrests and three different

38:37

parishes.

38:37

Two DWIs, one in the car, one in the boat.

38:41

Possession of cocaine with intent,

38:46

felony theft, simple burglary,

38:48

possession of controlled substances.

38:50

I went through that kind of living.

38:53

And it only progressively got worse.

38:56

I worked some at a window shop

38:58

and then there came a point

39:00

where I just wasn't even working anymore.

39:03

You know, just out hustling, living in an

39:05

apartment

39:06

with some guys.

39:07

And after living that kind of life,

39:11

and I had been to treatment three different

39:14

times,

39:15

drug rehab, none of that did any good for me.

39:19

As a matter of fact, I got kicked out twice.

39:21

I smoked weed in the treatment center

39:23

when the guy smuggled some in.

39:26

Was in a halfway house for 30 days by court

39:30

order.

39:31

The probation officer told me, son,

39:33

if you get kicked out of this deal,

39:35

I'm coming straight to Lafayette.

39:37

It was where I was at the gate house.

39:38

And I personally take you to do the five years

39:41

you have a suspended sentence over.

39:43

And yes, sir.

39:44

And so I managed not to get kicked out of that

39:46

halfway house

39:47

because I sure didn't want to go to prison.

39:49

'Cause I never did any prison time just,

39:51

and it would always be my mom and dad

39:53

who would come and bail me out.

39:54

They were the only ones.

39:55

And you know, by the time I got to my mid-20s,

39:59

they didn't know what to do with me.

40:01

They just had no idea.

40:02

I had been, I overdosed one time on six hits

40:05

of LSD

40:06

and wound up on a psych unit for a week.

40:09

Thought I lost my mind forever on that deal

40:13

at the Gremel Springs Hospital.

40:15

And of course, we're keeping things brief here

40:18

,

40:18

but they're, you understand, you're just

40:21

getting the gist.

40:22

We have tons and tons of these types of

40:25

stories

40:25

of the things that we put ourselves through.

40:27

- Oh, absolutely. - We put ourselves through.

40:30

There's nobody else. - It's the problem.

40:31

- You're right, we were the problem.

40:33

There's nobody, we don't blame, I had a great

40:35

childhood.

40:36

My parents were great.

40:37

They always took care of us, loving home,

40:40

whole nine yards.

40:41

But we were the issue for sure.

40:45

And so the last time I got arrested

40:48

was for a possession of cocaine

40:49

that I tend to distribute.

40:51

And my mom and dad, I stayed about five days

40:53

in Paris, prison.

40:54

I really didn't even want to call them.

40:56

I'm back on the line, just really dreading

40:59

making that call.

41:00

Because I knew that, man, what are they, you

41:03

know?

41:04

And so I did.

41:05

I mean, nobody wants to stay in jail for any

41:07

more time

41:08

than you have to if you can get out.

41:10

So I called them and they came and picked me

41:13

up.

41:14

And I'll never forget this.

41:16

They had a handy odyssey van when they,

41:18

the little electric door opened it up and got

41:21

in the car.

41:22

We start, I start all my lying and excuses,

41:26

what my stuff, I was just riding in the car.

41:29

And for the first time, I mean, I didn't hear

41:31

nothing.

41:32

And it got silent in the car.

41:34

And I had the sense enough to shut up.

41:36

And so we just rode in silence to the

41:38

apartment.

41:39

I was living on Fifth Street, downtown.

41:42

And we had like 10 stolen guns we were holding

41:45

for somebody up there.

41:47

And I did not know this then, Kyle,

41:51

but kind of like your situation,

41:53

the drawing of the Holy Spirit started in an

41:59

unusual way.

41:59

There wasn't a preacher standing there.

42:03

But when I got out of that car, my mom and dad

42:06

told me,

42:07

see you later, Philip, call us if you need us.

42:09

Car drove off.

42:11

And I looked up at that apartment building

42:13

and for the first time in my life, a thought

42:16

hit me,

42:16

and this is gonna sound crazy,

42:18

a thought hit me that never had hit me up to

42:21

that moment.

42:22

What are you doing with your life?

42:25

It ain't crazy to think about, you never

42:26

thought about that.

42:27

- Right.

42:28

- Because I'm so focused on partying and

42:30

running and doing

42:31

and women and drugs and alcohol and all of

42:35

that,

42:35

running the clubs and all of that.

42:37

And it hits me and I say, I gotta get away.

42:42

I gotta get away from this crowd.

42:44

And I immediately went up and said, hey, guys,

42:48

I gotta move out.

42:49

I moved out.

42:50

I got on my own.

42:52

And long story, real short,

42:54

I just, I went back to a place that I worked

42:57

before,

42:57

Wayne and Philip Leonard, great brothers

43:00

that had a window company.

43:02

They would kind of take us young street urch

43:04

ins in.

43:06

They had a heart for that in North Baton Rouge

43:08

.

43:08

And then they moved off to South Choctaw.

43:10

And if you were willing to work and sweat

43:12

in their window shop where we built storm

43:14

windows,

43:15

they would take you home.

43:16

But if you messed up, you're out the door.

43:17

So I think I did three tours in duty

43:19

when they would fire me and take me back.

43:22

But they took me in and I started going school

43:25

at night

43:26

just to give me something to do, just to get

43:28

away.

43:29

And long story, real short,

43:31

I began to, in that time period,

43:34

living by myself, not going out or doing

43:37

anything,

43:37

I started to have these bigger thoughts of

43:40

life,

43:41

a bigger picture.

43:42

I knew there was a God because of my Catholic

43:45

upbringing.

43:45

And but who is he, you know?

43:48

And so I meet my wife, my beautiful wife,

43:50

Christy at the Texas club on the Wednesday

43:54

night

43:54

before Thanksgiving, which is the traditional

43:56

night

43:57

that a lot of people go to the Texas club

43:59

for whatever reason, I don't know.

44:00

I was actually supposed to meet a girl, my mom

44:03

, a nurse

44:04

'cause I was starting to moralize.

44:06

I was starting to straighten up.

44:08

Hadn't got anywhere near Christianity yet,

44:09

I was starting to moralize.

44:11

And I told my mom, my mom's nurse was a nurse

44:14

for 35 years,

44:15

nurse administrator, great career at the Lady

44:17

of the Lake.

44:18

And I said, "Mom, maybe I need to meet a nice

44:21

girl

44:22

"and really think about like selling down with

44:24

one girl,"

44:25

which had really been a problem for me

44:27

all during those years.

44:29

And so she said, "Well, there is one."

44:32

And my dad was playing at a place on the other

44:34

side of town.

44:35

He said, "Well, look, we're gonna have the

44:36

nurses night.

44:37

"Why don't you come?"

44:38

And I go and she doesn't show up.

44:42

She has wisdom tooth or who knows what the

44:44

real deal was.

44:44

And mom says she's not here.

44:46

And so, Providence of God, cold night in Baton

44:50

Rouge.

44:51

And my friend said, "Well, look, it's tomorrow

44:53

's Thanksgiving.

44:55

"Everybody's gonna be at the Texas club."

44:58

So I was like, "Okay, I'll go."

45:01

And so I go and that's when I saw my wife.

45:06

Wow, all right, let me get them digits.

45:08

Had to get them through my friend.

45:11

I didn't have the courage to ask her directly.

45:14

And anyway, long story short, all that works

45:17

out.

45:17

We start dating and we're shacking up,

45:20

but I'm continually having these thoughts

45:23

about the God and the bigger picture.

45:26

I start reading these strange new age books,

45:31

the Celestial prophecy, anything that can

45:34

spiritual, right?

45:35

You know, because all I had, again,

45:37

was that Catholic upbringing.

45:38

And I actually started going to Mass every

45:41

morning

45:42

as Christy and I were living together

45:43

in a little apartment off of North Sherwood.

45:46

But it just wasn't doing it for me.

45:48

And I would literally go at like six o'clock

45:50

mass

45:51

in the morning before I'd go to work.

45:53

And it just wasn't getting it.

45:55

Now, here's where it gets really crazy.

45:58

My dad's still playing on the weekends.

46:01

And he would get off the gig at two o'clock

46:06

and then be riding home after they tore

46:09

everything down.

46:10

And so it's three o'clock in the morning.

46:11

He's riding home and he tells me one day,

46:13

"Man, you gotta listen to this radio program.

46:15

It's wild.

46:17

It comes on from like midnight to like four in

46:19

the morning.

46:20

It's called Coast to Coast with Art Bell."

46:22

He said, "Dude, they talk about flying saucers

46:25

and werewolves and Bigfoot and time travelers

46:28

."

46:28

And I was like, "Really?"

46:29

And the reason why that piqued my interest

46:33

was because it was something supernatural.

46:35

And because I was having those types of

46:39

thoughts.

46:39

And so I decided I was gonna give it a listen.

46:41

And man, I listened to it and I loved it.

46:44

They're talking about ghosts and all this kind

46:45

of stuff.

46:46

And I would actually record it at night

46:49

and listen to it in the morning.

46:51

And so my sister had gotten saved.

46:55

And she had been praying for me.

46:59

And she found out I was listening to that

47:02

program.

47:02

And so one day she says to me,

47:04

"Hey, Philip, there's a man coming to a church

47:09

on the other side of town.

47:11

And his name is Dave Hunt."

47:14

And he's not a preacher because she knew

47:17

that I had a disdain before Protestant

47:21

preaching

47:21

because when I was doing 30 days in Blue Wal

47:24

ters

47:25

in that drug rehab up at East state,

47:27

that's when Jimmy Swagger did his "I Have S

47:31

inned"

47:31

and he's crying and none of us bought it

47:33

'cause we could tell.

47:35

And I just didn't wanna hear anything

47:38

from a Protestant preacher.

47:39

So my sister was quick to say, "Not a preacher

47:43

.

47:43

He's a Christian author."

47:45

And he wrote a book about a Christian response

47:48

to UFOs.

47:49

And I said, "Well, I've been listening to that

47:51

program."

47:51

And I said, "UFOs, man, that sounds

47:53

interesting.

47:55

I think I will go."

47:56

So it was at First New Testament church

47:58

over in South Baton Rouge.

48:00

And I'm not exaggerating.

48:02

I got there late.

48:04

The last seat available was right in front of

48:08

the speaker.

48:09

I'm talking like from here to that wall.

48:11

I mean, he's right there.

48:12

- But God. - Man.

48:13

And so he gets up there

48:16

and he doesn't say a word about a UFO.

48:19

He gives the most intelligent, articulate

48:24

defense

48:24

of how you can trust that the Bible is the

48:27

word of God.

48:28

- Yes. - And I had never heard

48:30

anything like it.

48:31

He went through prophecy.

48:32

He went through archeology.

48:34

He went through all of those proofs of

48:36

scripture

48:37

that I didn't know existed.

48:39

I had that kind of view that the Bible's a

48:42

word of God,

48:44

but man had his hands in it all down past.

48:46

So there's good things in it.

48:47

And I never really even thought about it

48:49

to be that very deeply.

48:51

But he gave such a stunning defense.

48:55

And I'm telling you that there was that

48:57

drawing period

48:58

where I was going through all these wild,

49:02

spirituality thoughts, but I'm thinking bigger

49:06

picture.

49:06

But it was right there under the preaching of

49:08

the word of God

49:09

where the Holy Spirit really got ahold of me.

49:13

And I will never forget what he said at the

49:16

end.

49:16

He said, in Paul's missionary journeys,

49:21

he would go around to the different synagogues

49:23

first

49:24

in the towns and he would present Christ

49:26

from the Old Testament to the Jews.

49:30

And it says in Acts that when he got to Berea,

49:33

the Bereans were more noble than the rest

49:36

for they searched the scriptures daily

49:38

to see if these things are so.

49:39

And so he challenged us and he said,

49:43

"I don't want you to take my word

49:44

"for anything that I've said here tonight,

49:47

"but I want you to be like a Berean

49:49

"and go home and search the scriptures daily

49:51

"to see if these things are so."

49:53

And long story short, Kyle, that's what I did.

49:57

And I just poured into the Bible, reading it,

50:02

and I'm gonna try to shorten the story up here

50:06

.

50:06

I went home and told my wife,

50:08

"Look, I don't wanna go."

50:12

She was raised Mormon, I was raised Catholic.

50:14

I said, "I wanna go to a church

50:16

"where like this guy preached."

50:19

So I saw a friend in the Winn-Dixie

50:22

told him kind of the story a little bit.

50:24

He invited me to a Baptist church out here in

50:27

central

50:28

and Christy and I started attending that

50:30

church.

50:30

And that's where we met Rusty Reed,

50:33

pastor of Reformation Church,

50:35

who was the Sunday School teacher at that time

50:38

.

50:38

And Rusty started to explain to me

50:42

in the Sunday School class a concept

50:46

that I'm not kidding, I never heard before.

50:49

- Wow.

50:50

- Grace alone through faith alone in Christ

50:54

alone.

50:54

- Thank you Jesus. - And not by works.

50:56

Nobody had ever explained that to me.

50:59

And so that after a clear explanation of the

51:03

gospel

51:04

is where really I believe I was saved

51:10

because I can remember praying

51:12

about a couple of mornings in a row,

51:14

"Lord, I don't know if I'm doing this right."

51:16

If they would have knew who they had in the

51:17

church,

51:17

they probably would have, "Let's get this guy

51:19

out of here."

51:20

So I'm like a fish out of water, man, big time

51:23

sitting in this church.

51:24

But I pray, Lord, I'm a sinner

51:28

and I know I deserve to go to hell.

51:30

I've broken all of your laws many times over

51:33

and Christ is the only answer.

51:35

And so I'm surrendering to the Lordship of

51:38

Christ.

51:39

And I prayed that prayer.

51:40

And by about morning four, I figured he got it

51:43

.

51:43

And so that began just a deep desire to study

51:48

the word.

51:48

And then Rusty gets called to Brookstown

51:55

Baptist Church

51:56

to be an interim pastor.

51:59

And he said, "Hey, would you like to come help

52:03

me?"

52:03

Because I'm feeling the call to teach Christy

52:07

's grandfather

52:09

was Mormon and he had sent some Mormon mission

52:11

aries

52:12

to the house to try to convert me over that

52:14

way.

52:15

So I did a lot of study of Mormon theology

52:18

and actually learning that compared to the

52:21

Bible

52:21

is what really helped me learn sound doctrine.

52:25

And so I went over there to teach a class

52:27

on how to evangelize in that way.

52:29

And Rusty and I started together

52:32

and then he got called to Friendship Baptist

52:35

Church.

52:35

And I kept hearing Dr. MacArthur on the radio

52:40

and Martin Lloyd-Jones, they played on 89.7 FM

52:45

.

52:46

I listened to that at night.

52:47

And I kept hearing these calls from these,

52:52

we need men with spines to get in pulpits

52:55

and preach the word of God

52:57

as it's supposed to be preached line upon line

53:00

,

53:00

precept upon precept, expositional preaching.

53:03

And I'm feeling that call, I'm studying.

53:07

I don't feel I deserve to be a senior pastor

53:11

in any way.

53:12

I don't have any seminary or anything like

53:16

that.

53:16

But Rusty asked me to be his associate pastor

53:19

to go help out over at what was then Friends

53:22

hip Baptist Church.

53:23

And that was in 2001.

53:26

And I just felt an overwhelming desire

53:30

because of how grateful I was

53:33

that God had saved me out of that wretched

53:36

life

53:37

that I had, when I was left to live life for

53:40

myself,

53:40

what a mess I had made for myself

53:44

and a lot of people around me.

53:46

And out of gratitude, I just wanted to serve.

53:51

And I wanted to serve in whatever way

53:56

God put opportunity in front of me.

53:59

And so I served over there with Rusty

54:01

for three years as associate pastor.

54:03

And then I went to sit under Brother Huey Moke

54:06

,

54:06

who's now in heaven, he just recently passed

54:10

away.

54:10

And I spent four years with him learning.

54:14

I tell people, Foster Rowe was my seminary

54:16

and Brother Moke was my seminary professor,

54:19

godliest man I've ever known.

54:21

And he allowed me to preach in his pulpit on

54:26

Sunday nights.

54:26

He allowed me to teach Sunday school.

54:29

And I'll never forget I went to him and asked

54:31

him,

54:32

I said, Brother Moke, really,

54:34

I need you to be real honest with me

54:36

because people can be nice, older people,

54:39

especially when a young preacher's up there

54:41

trying his best to preach.

54:42

And they pat you on the back, oh, you did a

54:44

good job.

54:45

And I was like, but I really don't know.

54:47

And I said, I need you to level with me.

54:52

Do I have the ability to do this

54:53

or should I just do something else

54:55

or just teach Sunday school?

54:58

And I'll never forget what he said.

54:59

He said, ability, yes.

55:01

He said, opportunity, that's the question.

55:04

He said, now you've had some opportunity here

55:07

to preach and teach.

55:08

He said, but you pray for further opportunity.

55:11

And I did that.

55:12

And it was wild.

55:14

He would sometimes send me to different places

55:17

.

55:17

I actually did at a drug rehab church for a

55:20

little while,

55:21

like a little interim.

55:23

And then out of the blue,

55:25

a guy called me to do a, what do you call it?

55:29

Fill in supply, preach at it.

55:31

And I just went over there thinking

55:35

I was gonna fill in for the Sunday morning

55:37

service.

55:38

I had some material, I had sermon ready to go

55:41

and I preached.

55:42

And then they asked me to come back that night

55:44

.

55:44

And I said, okay, I'll come back that night.

55:46

And then shocker, I got down off the pulpit

55:49

and the people asked me, would I be their

55:52

pastor?

55:52

And I said, whoa, wait a minute, dude,

55:55

look here, we need to have a meeting.

55:57

Get your committee together.

55:58

And I sat in there and told them everything

56:01

about me.

56:02

And I was like, you need to know who I am.

56:04

No seminary training, basically self-taught,

56:07

sat under a very solid pastor for four years.

56:11

That was my training.

56:13

You need to know what you're getting.

56:14

I'm not your grandma's pastor, okay?

56:16

And lo and behold, they wanted to call me.

56:21

- Praise God.

56:23

- And I thought about what Brother Moe said,

56:26

opportunity.

56:28

And there it was.

56:29

And so I served there for two years, long

56:31

story, very short.

56:34

Out of that, there was some things that went

56:37

down

56:37

that really weren't great at that church.

56:39

And I won't get in all that 'cause we don't

56:41

have time.

56:42

But out of that ministry,

56:44

we planted Providence Baptist Church.

56:46

That was over 14 years ago.

56:48

- Thank you, Lord.

56:49

- And we've been in various locations

56:50

till we got in this beautiful building

56:52

that God has given us here on Hooper Road to

56:56

stay in.

56:56

And so like you, I was totally wrapped up in

57:01

self,

57:01

totally wrapped up in pleasure.

57:06

And then God, the hound of heaven, the Holy

57:11

Spirit,

57:11

came after us and arrested our thinking.

57:18

And then what's amazing, and if you're like me

57:21

,

57:21

I still haven't gotten over it yet, the desire

57:24

change.

57:26

- Absolutely.

57:27

- I'm still bewildered by it

57:29

because the things that I used to want to do

57:32

more than anything else,

57:33

I no longer have any desire to do.

57:36

- That's beautiful.

57:37

- And the things that I thought I would never

57:40

desire to do,

57:41

that's all I wanna do.

57:43

And I still, every Sunday when I drive here to

57:47

this church,

57:48

I promise you, I'm like, I can't believe I do

57:51

this.

57:52

- At all.

57:52

- I can't believe I'm doing this all the way

57:55

to this day.

57:56

And I realize, I don't deserve,

57:58

I heard MacArthur preach one time,

58:01

not only do we not deserve to have the

58:03

privilege

58:05

of preaching from pulpits every Sunday

58:07

and pastoring God's people, but it's a mercy

58:10

to us.

58:11

- It is a mercy, ministry is a mercy.

58:13

- It's a mercy to be able to serve the King of

58:17

Kings

58:17

with your life.

58:18

And the purpose and meaning that it gives you

58:21

is just so overwhelming,

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especially when you come from our position.

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- Absolutely.

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- Of how much we know we don't deserve to be

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here.

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And yet, he's gotta have a preacher.

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How will they hear if they don't have a

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preacher, right?

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- Thank you Lord.

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- And that's what they do.

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So before we close out though,

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I wanna talk just a little bit about this.

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Kyle and I have been in certain situations

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with people where we have explained,

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and this is a controversial for some,

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but it's our position that really,

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while AA and NA, which is Narcotics Anonymous,

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it has helped people.

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- It has.

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- There's no question about that.

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It has helped people to get off of drugs and

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alcohol,

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but the majority of time, the rate of return.

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- Yeah, the relapse.

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- The relapse is, I mean, you can just go look

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at it

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statistically, is unbelievable high percentage

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.

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- It is.

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- And so from our position,

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what we would like to say to you today,

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if you're struggling with drug addiction,

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or if you have a family member or a friend

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that's struggling with drugs and alcohol

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addiction,

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our answer to that problem is only one.

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And that is surrendering to the Lordship.

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- Amen.

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- In Christ, in saving faith by believing in

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his gospel.

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And then your desires change.

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And he gives you, takes out, as the Bible says

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,

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the dead heart of stone,

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and puts in that heart of flesh.

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And makes you spiritually alive.

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- Amen.

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- And everything changes.

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And Kyle, that's the answer.

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- As that is the answer, and you said it

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already, Phillip.

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You know, I began when the Lord imputed

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himself in me,

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removing the heart of stone,

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replacing it with a heart of flesh,

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causing me to walk in His ordinances

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and to obey His commands.

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It was done out of delight, not duty now.

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A, A, and N, A are all work-based.

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It's out of duty.

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I gotta do, do, do, do, do.

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Our stance, through the righteousness of Jesus

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Christ,

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is a done deal.

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- Amen.

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- He comes in, and it is all Him.

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The imputation of Himself.

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I now hate the things that I used to love,

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and I now love the things I used to hate.

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- Isn't that crazy?

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- Namely Him.

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- Yes.

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- So it's about Him.

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So He comes in, and cleanses house,

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and now we are now walking in the Spirit.

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- And He gets all the glory.

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- All the glory.

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- 100% of all the glory.

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- All the glory.

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And so there is a work,

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but it's the result of our faith, not the

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cause.

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- Yes.

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- And when we do get off that path,

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He will chastise us.

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- Yes, He will.

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- And thank the Lord for His chastise.

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- You better believe it.

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- We're now positionally perfect,

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yet practically raggedy.

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And that's where that great doctrine

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of sanctification comes in.

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- Amen.

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- And He guides us, and He will use trials and

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tribulations,

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and He will cause us to be set apart wholly.

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This is about holiness, set apart.

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We're no longer running with the wolves.

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We're no longer in the world, of the world.

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We're in the world, but not of the world.

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- Right, right.

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- And so, but I could go on and on.

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It's Him.

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- Well, as Dr. MacArthur says,

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it's not about sinless perfection.

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- No.

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- It's not about the perfection of our life.

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It's about the direction.

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- That's right.

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- Christian, what's the little bumper-stickin'

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slogan?

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You know, Christians are not perfect, we're

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just forgiven.

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And I would add to that, we're imputed

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with the righteousness of Christ.

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- Amen.

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- That is not ours.

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- No, it's His perfection.

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- And it's His that He attained while He was

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here,

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perfect obedience to the law.

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- Amen.

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- That actual perfection, and He lived the

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perfect life,

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that perfection is imputed to us.

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- And that's the only thing that makes us

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right with God.

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- The only thing.

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- And when we understand that,

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that's what makes us so grateful.

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- Absolutely.

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- That's what drives me to serve to this very

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day.

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- That's right.

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- And I know it does for you too.

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- Absolutely.

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- And so, we want to use our testimonies

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to be able to reach out to people

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and say, "There's a way to get out of that,"

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as they say in Pilgrim's Progress,

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one of my favorite books of all time,

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that slew of despond that you're in,

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that you feel you can't get out of,

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that if you come to faith in Jesus Christ,

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He'll give you new desires,

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and you won't want to do those drugs anymore.

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- You won't want that drink.

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- It'll change your life forever.

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And if you ever want to talk to Kyle and I

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about that,

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come to one of our churches.

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As I said, Kyle is fixed to be called

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as Associate Pastor over at Salem Baptist

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Church.

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Is it Denim Springs or is it, it's kind of in

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the rural area.

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- It's in Walker, it's on Highway 63.

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- Okay, okay.

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- Wies Road.

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- On Wies Road, and Chad Show Band Senior

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Pastor over there.

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Or you can come here to Providence Baptist

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Church

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at 10440.

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Providence is on Hooper Road in central,

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right on the corner of Lovett and Hooper.

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Our website is pbcbr.com.

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You can join our Facebook page

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at Providence Baptist Church of Baton Rouge.

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We have video and audio sermons there.

1:03:33

You can follow me on X Twitter at b-r-o-g-u-a-

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y.

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I put Christian content out there.

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We're doing this conference and Kyle,

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it has just been a joy to,

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I've heard your story multiple times,

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but I always enjoy hearing everybody's story.

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But especially yours because it's such an

1:03:53

incredible

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testimony and we tried to be as brief as we

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could,

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but we got a lot of story to us.

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And so it's hard to condense all of that for

1:04:02

us,

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but we wanted to try today to do that

1:04:05

for the benefit of those who need it.

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And I wanna say one more thing.

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One of our, here we stand churches, Re

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formation Church,

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recently had a devastating fire

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in which the building was, it wasn't burned to

1:04:19

the ground,

1:04:20

but it was burned to the point of total

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destruction.

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And in fact, I talked to Rusty last night,

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we had a great men's meeting here last night

1:04:28

with Nicholas Brown, who did a talk on trans

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humanism,

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which was extremely fascinating.

1:04:34

Guys got together, we sang.

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It's always great when we have those men's

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meetings,

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but he told us that the insurance company

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has given the okay to tear the building down,

1:04:44

but there's stuff inside that building

1:04:46

that they wanna get out.

1:04:47

So Saturday, September the 28th at eight o'

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clock

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in the morning, any of you guys out there

1:04:53

that wanna come give a helping hand,

1:04:56

always some danger with Rusty,

1:04:58

whenever you get involved with him.

1:05:00

I know you worked with him like I did doing

1:05:01

glass block,

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you never know what you might get into.

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And so we're gonna try to go in there

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and retrieve some of the things that are

1:05:08

retrievable

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before the building comes to the ground.

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And so that Saturday, September 28th at eight

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a.m.,

1:05:15

Reformation Church, you can look them up,

1:05:17

Google them, go their website.

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I can't remember their address.

1:05:20

They're right there on the corner of Black

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water and Comey

1:05:22

is where they're located here in central,

1:05:24

right around the corner from here.

1:05:25

So Kyle, thank you, brother, so much.

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- It was an honor, I love you too, Phillip,

1:05:30

privilege and just a humbling blessing.

1:05:32

Thank you for having me.

1:05:33

- Absolutely, and you will be being asked to

1:05:36

preach again,

1:05:37

but this time it won't be testimony.

1:05:39

It will be just straight word.

1:05:41

- Praise God.

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- Kyle can bring the fire, so you wanna be

1:05:43

there

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whenever he preaches next that here we stand.

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We thank you for watching or listening today.

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Until next time, God bless and have a great

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Lord's day

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coming up the next Lord's day.

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God bless.

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- God bless.

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